2nd and Final diagnosis of Anencephaly

Well I am back home. And it is not good news once again. They confirmed that yes she does have Anencephaly. He asked us what our plans where and we both told him that we are going full term with her. I have thought and thought about what to do and we have came to that conclusion. Alot of people are against this, but this is decision. I want to be able to spend as much time with her as possible and I am the one keeping her alive. I do not believe in abortion at all and that is not an option. I also do not want to be the one responsible for her death, I want her to die naturally when God chooses to take her with him. It is up to him how long I have with her and I am greatful that I have had these past 5 months with her. I can go the next 4 too. I know that it will be hard, but we have that much more time with her and that much time to prepare ourselves for what the outcome is. This is Gods plan and I have to except that. I feel blessed that he has chosen me of all people to nurture and care for this precious angel. We want to thank every single one of you for the prayers and the well wishes. This support is amazing and I am so thankful to have family that cares so much and loves so much. I know that we never get to see each other, but that does not mean that I do not love every single one of you's. Thank you once again. I will keep you updated on the pregnancy. Bless all of you!!!! Here are some lyrics to a song I found.

I Will Carry You These are the lyrics to the song
"I Will Carry You", written by Angie and Todd Smith for their baby girl,
Audrey Caroline.
There were photographs I wanted to take
Things I wanted to show you Sing sweet lullabies,
wipe your teary eyes Who could love you like this
People say that I am brave but I'm not
Truth is I'm barely hanging on
But there's a greater story
Written long before me
Because He loves you like this
So I will carry you While your heart beats here
Long beyond the empty cradle
Through the coming years
I will carry you
All my life And I will praise the One
Who's chosen me To carry you
Such a short time Such a long road
All this madness
But I know
That the silence Has brought me to His voice
And He says...
I've shown her photographs of time beginning
Walked her through the parted seas
Angel lullabies,
no more teary eyes
Who could love her like this
I will carry you
While your heart beats here
Long beyond the empty cradle
Through the coming years
I will carry you
All your life
And I will praise the One
Who's chosen Me To carry you

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